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http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?emzmijxhhuy

ryan is gone, and its just sinking in as i listen to this.
jon too, of course, but it was always ryan that you could hear in the music, even when he didnt sing it. it was his, a little, somewhere. and not that i dont like this, its really sweet, and brendon's voice is beautiful, and i do, in fact love his face. but it's just completely devoid of ryan, and i didnt really register that he was gone until. he is, and jon is and spencer and brendon are a different band now.

this should not be so sad for me.

here, cause i dont feel like html-ing, or cutting or whatever. http://www.mediafire.com/?xzytdnmbzmr

what do you think?

HI GUYS

prom was fun! i had a good time! there was sancing and food, and it was pretty lame, but you know, i wasnt expecting a whole lot. pics, y/n?


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what's up, my f-list?

wow, so i'm going to the prom!
waitin' for my date (okay, my keenan) to come get me.

remind me to post cheesy pictures, and have a great weekend, f-list!

So, it's 2009, specifically january, and i was listening to music, and thinking. specifically 'hey, i wish it was summer. i wish it was summer in a world where greta salpeter went to go get some icy treats and met jon walker, and they kissed. what a great world that would be!'. and so i, wrapped up in many blankets, stuffed with turkey and soup, produced this (ON MY CHRISTMAS FUCKING LAPTOP OH MY GOD!!). read it! it's no great classic, but it's cute.

title:greta and jon go on an adventure of rainbow gelato
plot: it's hot out, and greta wants gelato. guess who has some?
content warnings: nothing big, a little swearing, some displays of affection
author's note: at the end :)

( f-f-fic! )

http://www.lyricsmania.com/lyrics/hush_sound_the_lyrics_7515/goodbye_blues_lyrics_76872/the_boys_are_too_refined_lyrics_762682.html

( Read more... )

PHANTOM PLANET PHANTOM PLANET PHANTOM PLANET.
( fangirling and ALEX GREENWALDIENESS under the cut )
( skip to the picture and awesome live song )


oh, and one question. what's the guy from the rocket summer's name? i kept screaming "OMG ILY JESSICA" during the set, and all these girls were giving me dirty looks. but i didn't know his name, and he looked like a jessica.

yeaaah who's doing a speedy update? THATS RIGHT ITS ME.

( wo0o0o00oo more updates! )

OMG HIATUS OVER.
( i am awful at updating )

yeah we're getting married.

soo, the other day i found this poem that kayla had written for a project last year and it gave me total shivers. she was inspired by twloha, and it goes like this:

to write love

love will keep me alive,
even when i’d rather be dead.
i don’t have faith,
but i believe;
broken, shadowed,
in love.
in its abilities to build a person up
and to tear them down in a single motion,
to slice clean through the skin of
a heart or a wrist,
to heal or to hurt,
to bleed, for better or worse.
if i could say anything,
it would be not to give up,
because failing isn’t falling down,
it’s staying down.

thank you.

and so, with her permission, i took my friend (and part-time lover, except not exactly) jamie and we made it into a song. now, this is recorded on a shitty mic on windows sound recorder *eye roll* and it's also me singing after like 4 hours of writing and experimenting and whatnot, so the vocals are kind of shady in points. and my band is definitely called cats in the windowsill, so shut up. (my other catmates are camping, so i may re-do this with nifty harmonies and possibly a second guitar). but that's not the point! the point is i wrote this melody, and kayla wrote these words and together we did something, and it's something solid that i can hear, and i am very proud. so, if you want, you can have a listen, hopefully this crazy little imeem thing works :)

h'lo my boys, welcome to january.

( i suck at updates )

so, on friday i went to wakestock.
annnd, i saw dead and divine! and farewell to freeway!
they were amaaaazing, i forgot how awesome harcore concerts are, and the girl in farewell to freeway is gorgeous and i have a mini-crush on her.

but you see, during all this awesome, fantastic music, great crowd, beautiful day, do you know what i manage to find?
RYAN
ROSS'
FUCKING
SON.
(or brother, or twin, nephew, cousin, whatever. they have to be related.)

and, instead of watching the bands, i spend the whole time trying to get a picture of him

( luckily, i succeeded. )

http://community.livejournal.com/fanficrants/7071285.html?page=1#comments
please please please read that. fuck, i hate random fandoms sometimes.

oh hay, it's tiem for my boys to has sex.

( mhhhhhm, you don't even have to have read my story )

oh my god, this one is longer, but also kind of gay. which, i guess is what i was going for, so whatever.


( falalalalala, norvermbraaaaaa )

dear f-list, i apologize for this.
( it's still sooper cheez-E. )

so, i've been working on this for quite awhile, and i promise it gets better. (it was the story i was flailing about before, i finally decided to just post it. anyway, there are twelve parts, and i'll keep posting as long as there is interest. it's AU, cause i originally wrote it as original characters, but then i didn't know where to post it, haha.

so, i hope you like.

( chapter 1: september )

HAI HAI.
so, i was chatting with kayla the other day about various fic that i wanted, and this subject seemed to come up. fucking metro station. i gues this follows in my excellent vein of all crack, all the time,lol. hope you like it!

( fucking metro station... )

alright, i myself have several questions about pretty. odd. and frankly, the only way to answer them is with a hybrid blend of smut, and tomfoolery! who's pumped? IM PUMPED!!!

first question. ( Who the fuck is Paul Cates? )